lmfao not craving food is the best thing ever

It’s time to acknowledge that I have fell short numerous times of the expectations I have had for myself. It’s time to be honest with myself that I had lost complete control of my emotions. I forgot what it feels like to love myself. Each time I thought I hit rock bottom and each time I was hoping things would be different. But they werent. I would start focusing on my goals so excitedly and then just slowly lose sight of what I wanted. It’s as though I was afraid to get closer to my dreams. Like every time they came close I couldn’t accept them. I’ve learned that people fall deeper and deeper into their emotions if they feel they’re not worthy. But i know every single person deserves to love who they are. And then it all can happen. Its about time to start enjoying life and stop being so afraid to live in riches

i’ve failed at this so many times, but i’ll never stop trying, so it doesn’t even matter.

i kinda feel liberated today, ready to start up this healthiness again :)